I Deserve to be Hanged

I deserve to be hanged. Yes, I do. Because I am cursed forever. I deserve to be hanged.

I deserve to be hanged because I am a mistake. All wrongs are part of my very nature. I deserve to be hanged.

I deserve to be hanged because all I do is destroy and hurt even myself.

How am I supposed to stop myself now? I've tried everything but still, nothing happened. If I could stop myself, I might have succeeded a long long time ago. Yet, here I am. Still, a perfect careless combination of  carelessness.

Something's got to give. I am going to end this once and for all. I do not know what way I am going to utilize this time but one thing is for sure- this would have to end or I am going to end. There must be an end to this.

an afternoon- nap- aftermath: my hair's a mess i guess

Waking up is the hardest thing to do on afternoons. Oh life. Such life. What a life this is.

So what do I do when I wake up from such naps? Nothing. What do I think about? Nothing.

Everything is nothing as much as this post is nothing.

Blah. Blah. Blah. I'm just bored.

Blah. Blah. Blah.

Let's just take pictures every time we wake up on afternoon naps. And this is the result.

Blah. Blah. Blah. I could not write anymore.

What would I write about? Nothing.
I'm just tired. :)

smile!

Smile even if it's gloomy. Yes, all we have to do is smile. Frowning would make us ugly. So, just smile. Everything will be fine. :)))

Smile even if it's not the right time to do so. It might not be appropriate at the moment, but why will you give a damn about the right time for smiling? Smile. Everything will be alright. ;)))

Smile even if everything sucks now. What the devil it is to you if nothing is right, if nothing is perfect? It's not your fault. So smile. Everything will soon be okay. :)))

Smile even if everybody hurts. It might be possible you have a hard time coexisting with them. But what can you do? You cannot live alone. So smile. Everybody will soon get what they deserve. Just smile. :))))))))))

why there are people better left unseen: the best tragedy that could ever happen to me

A few minutes ago, I read a blog by someone who does not do anything with social media. He justified it by telling that there are things better left unsaid. Then, I told myself, "whoa!".

I have been hooked to someone's voice few months ago. I would not tell how it happened. Like what the blogger had said, there are things better left unsaid. I have fallen in love with the voice, with that I am certain. But with the voice's owner, maybe not.

When I listened to him, I wished to see him once and for all. I love listening to him. Yes, I absolutely do though I have not seen him yet at that time. But after a long search everywhere in this vast web, I finally saw him.

Call it tragedy. He turned out to be someone else, not someone who I have imagined him to be. Maybe this was really the point of everything here. There are people better left unseen. Why? Because they turned out to be someone else, not someone we expected them to be. Call it tragedy. Still, it is my own fault. Oh, life.