I Deserve to be Hanged

I deserve to be hanged. Yes, I do. Because I am cursed forever. I deserve to be hanged.

I deserve to be hanged because I am a mistake. All wrongs are part of my very nature. I deserve to be hanged.

I deserve to be hanged because all I do is destroy and hurt even myself.

How am I supposed to stop myself now? I've tried everything but still, nothing happened. If I could stop myself, I might have succeeded a long long time ago. Yet, here I am. Still, a perfect careless combination of  carelessness.

Something's got to give. I am going to end this once and for all. I do not know what way I am going to utilize this time but one thing is for sure- this would have to end or I am going to end. There must be an end to this.