sunshine!

"So what do we do?", I asked my nephew. He simply looked at me and said "Bye, bye."

So we decided to take a stroll with my sister, which is to say, his mother and our mother.

So there we go, the four of us. We had that stroll somewhere to make ourselves free from the respective routines we have in our respective lives.

The day was too hot for me that I had a hard time walking without my umbrella. The sun was shining too brightly even if it had been 4 o'clock in the afternoon already. I still had to use my umbrella. I do not like the sun, I swear. But I like to go with them to unwind.

I had fun that day. I really had fun. It would have been a bliss if it was not because of the sunshine. Oh, well. I learned how to live with it. I hate the sun. But I needed it. Even from the very beginning, humans needed it. All things that live needed it- a sad thing. :(

hello to a stress free life!! :)))

"New year, new life", I told myself for the nth time. Yet every year, still the same. What's new? I always end up to be the same person I really do not want to be- the monster me.

I got tired of me. I got tired of everyone and everything. I got tired of trying to fix what I cannot fix and I got tired of failing as much as I got tired of expecting a different result yet doing the same thing.. over and over again.

I want to start all over again, for the nth time. But I am scared to disappoint myself again.

Something's got to give. I left our house for good at the moment. I am planning to leave this city and eventually this country. What awaits me does not scare me anymore because I am already scared to death of everything.

I know i could not regain what has been lost. But I could make something out of what's left of it.

Now, I am going to remove unnecessary luggage out of my life. I am going to leave things I could not imagine living without. I will not give a damn anymore about what people would think or say about me. I will cease arguing with one- track minded people. I am going to stop misjudging people by not judging anyone at all. I am going to free myself from worries, anxiety, hatred, wrath, and bitterness which had oppressed me for years. I am going to be happy when I could. I will try to live a care free life like that of a kid's. Lastly, I am going to sleep more, dream more, live those dreams.

I welcome myself to a stress free life. :)))))